Where is my quiet depression when I need it
I had an outburst Like I’ve never had before I scared myself I yelled; I was aggressive I felt possessed by anger Overwhelmed by fear Who...
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pamz27
- Dec 23, 2020
- 1 min
Saying goodbye
In the midst of deep depression - I was a bad patient for a therapist who tried for so many years to help me heal. When I gave up - she...
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pamz27
- Dec 22, 2020
- 1 min
The call
I finally shared my secret with my family after 45 years - It freed my soul even if it broke my heart I made the call I did it I shared...
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pamz27
- Dec 22, 2020
- 1 min
Get out of my head
I am very sad I am fuckin’ mad Who the hell is she To tell me how to be A mom Every step I take She makes me feel like a fake Why am I...
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pamz27
- Dec 22, 2020
- 1 min
Waiting in the Son
Sitting in the sun Trying to understand where everything Went so wrong I followed my heart When my head always told me something...
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pamz27
- Dec 22, 2020
- 1 min
Shame
Shame is a tough word It invades every crease And every fold I hate my body Go away Come back in another form Right now you are just my...
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pamz27
- Dec 22, 2020
- 1 min
Find your freedom
Before I left for in-patient depression treatment I bought a charm I wore around my neck - it said "Find Your Freedom". That is what I...
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pamz27
- Dec 22, 2020
- 1 min
Friends that become more
I was scared as hell as I entered in-patient treatment for depression. But what I found there, in the people, in the safety - was life...
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pamz27
- Dec 22, 2020
- 1 min
Help
Why doesn’t anyone want to Help me I am screaming For help Blinking red lights Danger I am in trouble No history of reaching out Being...
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pamz27
- Dec 22, 2020
- 2 min
Growing roots of depression
After a year of living in depression by myself - I finally accepted help when my cousin reached out and called me on my own...
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pamz27
- Dec 22, 2020
- 2 min
Tomorrow is April Fool's Day
My wife and kids moved out of our home on April 1, 2017. The night before was one of the worst nights of my life. I feel like I am...
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pamz27
- Dec 21, 2020
- 1 min
Home
How do you create a home Where is home? Some people say It is the place you lay At night Others say Home is where the heart is Is that...
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pamz27
- Dec 21, 2020
- 4 min
Incompatible Lovers
It was a flight that changed my life I would find my wife I would live in strife I would discover love and loss I would get stuck in...
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