In the midst of deep depression - I was a bad patient for a therapist who tried for so many years to help me heal. When I gave up - she gave up on me - for a short time - it was a break up as hard as the loss of my marriage - I felt all alone in a moment that alone meant harm. We reunited and she helped me heal - for for that I am forever grateful. But I remain bitter for the few weeks that she stopped seeing me and sent me a message that I was not worth it.
That was the final straw
You walked away from me like I was garbage
Nothing to save here
Just walk on by
All I could do was cry
I felt like we had gone through war together
No one knew my wounds like you
No ever cared like I thought you did
And then you just walked away
And left me for a stray
It hurt so much because
I thought we were a team
A team to make me whole
To restore my soul
But when even you gave up
It must be true
I am no good
It’s time to rest my eyes
And forever say good bye