After depression - I dream of living in the moment. Of dancing because I can or want to. I still struggle with what happiness means because I have not found it yet. I will not stop trying.
What does happiness mean
It seems like such a foreign idea
Is happiness about smiles and laughter
Or is it about love ever after
I seek to know
How to bring happiness into my life
How to live a life worth living
One where I am forgiving
And have no misgiving
I want to be free
Free from anger and worry
A life where I embrace the here and now
Where I have nothing left to disavow
I want to dance and sing
Live for today
Dream of tomorrow
Let go of all my sorrow