I never thought that I’d spend so much of my life alone
The sadness pours from my eyes
I long for a day where I feel part of something
Something bigger than me
I wonder where it all went so wrong
I wonder how I don’t belong
Am I a bad person
Did I make so many mistakes
That being alone is a sentence I have to endure
When did I become so insecure
Living life alone
Is not for real people
Living life feeling like a failure
Is so hard to believe
When did I become so naïve
I once thought I had the strength to survive
To match the hardship
And come out on top
But now I see I can not be
The person I dreamt of for so long
If I had goodness inside of me
My life would not be spurn with debris